tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27587390670534443812024-02-21T00:33:51.082-08:00The BrashersAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-32034342281588472722015-01-02T23:01:00.001-08:002015-01-02T23:01:12.391-08:00User ID and PasswordI got into bed tonight and went to the Bible App on my phone...haven't been there in a while. I was trying to set up a reading plan and it kept taking me to the sign in screen. I put in my user name and password (so I thought) and it would say incorrect password, so I tried to figure out what I had previously set up as my password. After several attempts at either trying to get it right or trying to set up a new account, I became very frustrated and said to Peyton "I just want to read the Bible!" I felt Satan trying to deter my plan. Obviously all I had to do was reach to my bedside table and grab the Bible that lay there, but I was really wanting to start a certain plan in the App and it became a challenge. <div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">During my quiet time, I started thinking how grateful I was that reading the Word of God was as easy as reaching to the table beside me. I mean, can we really even grasp how amazing that is?? </span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif">Thank you Lord for making Your Word available to me. You require no User ID, no password, no secret security question...just a heart that longs for you!</font></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif"><br></font></div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-76513820158849497592014-10-14T08:20:00.001-07:002014-10-14T08:23:54.434-07:00What is our life reflecting?Sometimes I feel like this is a place to confess instead of a blog. When I write, I write what weighs on my heart. I use examples of what goes on around me in my daily life or beautiful things that God has set before me that I have often ignored. This one is a doozy and I am ashamed, but feel like it is something I do without even realizing. This time it was so blatant, I was convicted instantly. For my friends who do not know...my blog instantly goes on my church website. I truly am an open book and I want my weaknesses to be used however God sees fit. So here goes....<div><br></div><div>Peyton and I were at Verizon this weekend. We had been arguing over a stupid phone and I was super irritated. We had gone through loop after loop to try and get the situation fixed, but ran into several bumps in the road. I was talking to the man and I said "she doesn't need a "_______" 5C, she can settle for whatever she can get. (You can fill in the blank). No more than 1 minute later, I said "I forgot....someone at my church has one for sale." Boom!!! Instant conviction. I had instantly labeled Christians in two sentences. So many people reject Christianity because what they see from a Christian is no different than what they see from the world. I was that Christian. Oh how I wished I would have turned around and told him how truly sorry I was for my "example". But I didn't....I just walked out and whispered "Lord, please forgive me." </div><div><br></div><div>We are stamped with a precious label "Child of God". Even if someone can't physically see our stamp, they should be able to tell by our actions. How often have I hid my stamp? How often have I brought shame to my Savior's Name? We are called to be different, to be Holy. My actions were anything but. We represent the Most Holy King every second. How are we representing Him? </div><div><br></div><div>I could lie and say this is my first time...but it's not. So I am asking prayer to help remove the sin of profanity. But please understand it's not just the words we say...it's our actions. When we leave church and go out to eat...how do we treat our waitresses or waiters? When someone needs help, do we help with a cheerful heart or wait for someone else to do what we should do? There are so many ways our life should bring glory to God. Let's remember this as we live our lives. We are representing Him! </div><div><br></div><div>Proverbs 27:19 "As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart."</div><div><br></div><div>My outward actions show me I have a lot of cleaning to do in my heart. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-49925967205235334452014-09-14T11:43:00.001-07:002014-09-14T11:56:57.745-07:00Guilty as ChargedI have watched the St.Clair Saints football team play at home for years. I love going and hearing the sound of the band playing, the cheerleaders cheering on their team and watching the enthusiasm spread as the team bursts through the signs the Cheerleaders have painted. I love the high fives, the "good game pats" and the chest bumps given from player to player. There is just something about those Friday nights! <div><br></div><div>So here's the part that I haven't liked since I have been a Saint's fan. I have sat on the home side with my hand over my eyes complaining year after year about the sun blaring in my eyes. I mean after all...isn't the stadium supposed to be set up where it blares in the opposing fan's eyes? (No offense to our opposing fans.) </div><div><br></div><div>This Friday night I saw something more beautiful than I've almost ever seen. (Don't get out much.) It had been raining most of the afternoon and somehow the weird weather had made the most beautiful sunset. (Y'all know I'm a sucker for a sunset.). My eyes were fixed upon the glorious sight and I had no idea what was going on in the game. As I later looked at the picture I snapped, I thought how many times have I missed this sight because I was too busy complaining about the sun being in my eyes? Had our stadium been built the way I think it should have been...I would have missed this moment. </div><div><br></div><div>Life is so similar isn't it? We think things should be this way or that way. We are too busy complaining about small stuff that we miss the big things. How many blessings has God laid before us and we haven't even noticed because we are so wrapped up in the way we think things should be? Too busy complaining about trivial things to even notice the Big picture? I titled this "Guilty as Charged" because I am that person. How much have I missed because of my grumbling? </div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmMpGqFSnUPWFPPzRzmJOXHI_EVIh_S1FZziKhcmsq69iCAK9cxWNWyvSv_jsG9TIhLyB6ZsDat4lD2OF_f-9bgRM-lIBsqatzc0gHolmQybkp_Ub6hV2zV-qQuRuoPpSe3QlSo8yyHk8b/s640/blogger-image-526735169.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmMpGqFSnUPWFPPzRzmJOXHI_EVIh_S1FZziKhcmsq69iCAK9cxWNWyvSv_jsG9TIhLyB6ZsDat4lD2OF_f-9bgRM-lIBsqatzc0gHolmQybkp_Ub6hV2zV-qQuRuoPpSe3QlSo8yyHk8b/s640/blogger-image-526735169.jpg"></a></div>I don't ever want to miss anything this beautiful again....</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-72987542420383151962014-08-10T14:14:00.001-07:002014-08-10T14:30:09.096-07:00Chasing the SunsetLast week I was going somewhere on 174 towards Springville. It was evening...the sun was just about to set for the night. As I was driving, I saw the sun as beautiful as I have ever seen it. It was so big and words couldn't describe how it took my breath away. Unfortunately, as soon as I saw it, it lowered into the trees that were in my vision. I sped up and almost raced down 174 just to try to get one last glimpse before it was gone. I almost felt a sense of urgency to be able to soak in the beauty that was placed before me. <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Unfortunately it set entirely too fast and I was only able to see the first glimpse. </span><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">This week our family has been faced with uncertainty, pain and fear. I can't help but think about the way I felt driving that evening....as if my life wouldn't be complete unless I were able to fully place my eyes on the beauty that God had set before me. I have felt that same urgency this week. Obviously not about seeing the sunset, but about the urgency and desperation of hearing God's words and promises. I have chased Him with urgency and hung on to every word He has given me. I have searched Him and ran as fast I could to get a glimpse of His glory. Unlike the sun that quickly sets, He has been here every step. I have seen His beauty and felt His presence and comfort. I have whispered His promises until I lay fast asleep. </span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">I have also felt convicted and wondered why it takes feeling desperate before realizing that I am truly desperate for Him. Why do I chase Him with such urgency during bad times when His beauty is the same in good times? Don't I want to feel His presence everyday through all circumstances? He is much more than a sunset....He is the CREATOR of that sunset. He is the ONE who should be chased. The most beautiful part is, He isn't hiding behind the trees. He is here and waiting with open arms to welcome us. </span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif">" As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God." Psalms 42:1</font></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-31202354495133135112014-04-29T18:55:00.001-07:002014-04-29T19:25:51.629-07:00Accepting the power and grace of the Holy Spirit through our times of
sufferingSo many times I have heard how strong I am to have dealt with the loss of my daughter Blair. My answer is always the same "no no I'm really not strong." I never know how to react to this statement because I know myself and my weaknesses. It's sometimes hard to make it through a full day without just wanting to crawl up in bed because of something trivial, so how in the world could I have made it through the most devastating time in my life? When I say I am weak... I mean I am weak. <div><br></div><div>So how do I explain this? I am reading a book by Beth Moore about John. It is called The Beloved Disciple. My answer comes in 1 Peter 1:7 "These have come so that your faith of greater worth than gold , which perishes even though refined by fire may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." She states those who are faithful in the midst of immense suffering somehow allowed their fiery trials to purify them rather than destroy them. </div><div><br></div><div>Like so many who I have heard say " I could never get through this or that", I myself have stated these same words. As a matter of fact I still find myself saying "I can't imagine" when hearing many stories of people's suffering. We automatically set ourselves up for failure before our trials even come. Beth states "God grants us grace and mercy according to our need."</div><div>We aren't able to handle these things until the times comes and God grants us the grace through the Holy Spirit. It is our choice to accept it or not. Friends, the only thing I did right during my time of suffering is run to Him and embrace his grace and power given to me through His Holy Spirit. He gives us just what we need just when we need it. He's never<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"> late or stingy. Praise God! I am weak, oh so weak....but He is oh so strong!</span></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-72028932829722798852014-03-18T14:24:00.001-07:002014-03-18T14:51:24.065-07:00Against the OddsSo today I am celebrating 20 years of marriage with Poncho. I look back and think how in the world have we made it through everything that has been thrown at us through the years? Being pregnant at 19 and not having a clue what life was really about. Taking a lifetime vow with someone who could barely stand to be around me two weeks in a row. Moving in with his parents whom I felt expected way to much from me. (Cleaning that one room and doing my own laundry was tough!) Changing the way I was used to living and trying to learn to care for another living being that God blessed us with. Suffering a miscarriage 2 years into our marriage, struggling with finances, dealing with health issues, and the most difficult of all...trying to cope with the loss of our sweet Blair. <div><br></div><div>I say all of this not to sound prideful, but to show that we serve a Mighty God who for some reason has chosen to use these circumstances to make our bond stronger. I'm so thankful He didn't give up on us even on the days we have felt like giving up on eachother. </div><div><br></div><div>There is no one in this world I would want to share the joys and hardships of this life with than my Poncho! I hope to share many more years with the man God chose for me. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-32471581405079900072014-02-21T16:51:00.001-08:002014-02-21T16:51:47.007-08:00Dusty Ministries<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">What do you think of when you see the picture below? A place that is actively used...so therefore gets dirty? Or a place that hasn't been used in a long time...so it has collected dirt and dust through the years? If your answer was the second one, you are correct. This is a picture I took as I was sweeping out our choir loft at church today. So often as I am cleaning, The Lord uses that time to talk to me. Today as I swept this pile of dust and dirt I heard "how beautiful!" Wait...how beautiful? How is this beautiful? Well, let me explain. This choir loft has not been used for several years. By several...I mean a lot. I sang here many Sundays and enjoyed fellowship many Sunday afternoons here with other choir members. Over the years this sweet part of our church has been forgotten. Until now! A few weeks ago it was announced that we will be starting our choir again. We have gained a wonderful woman of God who has so graciously and ambitiously taken on the roll of worship leader and choir director! We praise God for her! It excited me to climb back there and sweep the dust off the floors because I knew that meant the renewal of something special! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I can't help but think what other areas of our churches need to be swept off and prepared for renewal? Is there a Sunday school class that needs renewed? Maybe a youth room that needs to be prepared for young people. What ministry in your church needs to be dusted off and brought back to life? And who better to get it started than you? </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I want to clean a church full of dirt because so many people have trodded on the floors throughout the week. Let's clean the dust off these ministries and put some life back into our churches. Everyone has a place in the church(and I'm not talking about your Sunday morning pew). We all have a ministry that God has equipped us to be a part of. Dust off and get to work!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYCHBxCrOWsccFvqGFLFsY4q_s_W3IXwXVZjr9jEbhBwOdoaWeQpL_AfCEfWywomdNRYrVGpBFnO9A0PNWogSKjJaocq3YrXKbem8hoRVg0v8utbBI2K1MNm0mW1n0yV6otAU_eLLjzf5q/s640/blogger-image--712113878.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYCHBxCrOWsccFvqGFLFsY4q_s_W3IXwXVZjr9jEbhBwOdoaWeQpL_AfCEfWywomdNRYrVGpBFnO9A0PNWogSKjJaocq3YrXKbem8hoRVg0v8utbBI2K1MNm0mW1n0yV6otAU_eLLjzf5q/s640/blogger-image--712113878.jpg"></a></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-7302059020149443272014-02-10T20:41:00.001-08:002014-02-10T20:51:20.589-08:00My whole life I've just wanted to be just like you"My whole life, I've just wanted to be just like you." These are the words that so casually came out of my 19 year old daughter's mouth a couple of days ago. Talk about being taken a back...I just sat there and wondered "why in the world would you want to be like me?" I have made mistake after mistake in my life. I have lost control over my emotions over and over. I have days where it's hard to get out of bed and face my daily tasks. This honestly blew my mind and in someways made me feel a little guilty. Guilty because I'm not always someone to strive to be like. It made me think of situations I wished I would've handled better. Times when I should have had more patience or spoke kinder words. It really affirmed a lot of things I've heard over the years about how our children look at us. They imitate our actions. I hope through all the mistakes I've made over the years, that my kids can look back and know that I loved them with everything I had. And for the times I have let them down or hurt them, I am sincerely sorry. You have been one of the greatest gifts God has given me and I strive to be more like the both of you. ❤Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-5152606344810846532014-01-15T19:47:00.001-08:002014-01-15T19:47:42.805-08:00God FeelsIt has been a while since my last blog. So much seems to be happening in our lives. So many questions about Poncho's health and which direction to turn. I know that we will eventually look back and see God's perfect provision throughout all of this. It always makes my heart smile when I finally figure out what He's been up to. I have also heard of so many people around me suffering from many losses, whether it be the death of a loved one, an illness, a loss of a marriage, and today a family that lost everything in a house fire. My heart aches for all of these people. <div><br></div><div>I am reading a book called The Beloved Disciple. Tonight as I read, I couldn't help but think of not only Poncho, but also the people around me suffering. I know I have stated before that sometimes we wonder where God is during our suffering. I am here to tell you that He is not only in the midst of it, but He FEELS our suffering. How do I know this? Because His word tells me. Matthew 26:38 are Jesus' words to His disciples the night of His betrayal when He went to Gethsemane to pray. He told them "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me." The disciples saw their leader as they has never seen Him before. Filled with so much anguish that His sweat looked like blood drops falling to the ground. He even asked His Father in Mark 14:36 to take this cup from Him, yet not what I will, but what you will. He was filled with emotion....He felt. Even though it may have seemed to the disciples that He had become weak...He was still the same God they had been following through their many journeys. the same God who healed the sick, raised the dead and performed countless miracles. Beth Moore puts it so beautifully...."He was not falling apart, He was falling to His knees and that takes strength." She states "Jesus is the precise image of God." Which means God feels. </div><div><br></div><div>The point that relates to us is that God feels for us....he feels our suffering. He suffers alongside of us. When things become so overwhelming and we are faced with sorrow that we feel like we can't bear...it is ok to ask the cup to be passed....to spare us from our trouble. Jesus asked this of His Father that night. But the most important thing Jesus said is not my will, but your will be done. He accepted his fate that He had known about before He made his appearance into this world in a manger. My friends if your cup is more than you think you can bear....ask for it to be passed. But, if it something that cannot be passed because it is God's perfect will...just remember that He is with you and He feels. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-42530446123867322962013-12-04T18:57:00.001-08:002013-12-04T18:57:44.505-08:00His ways our higher than our waysHow many times have we lifted up our prayers only to wonder why we haven't received our answer? How many times have we cried out for a broken marriage, a longing to bear a child, or physical healing? Have you ever sat back frustrated and asked "Where are you God?"<div><br></div><div>There have been times in my life when I have asked this exact question. There is a song that says "I tried to hear from heaven, but I talked the whole time." Sometimes we think our prayers aren't being answered because they aren't being answered the way we want them to be. We miss His answers because we want His ways to be our ways. </div><div><br></div><div>Isaiah 55:8-9 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways" declares The Lord. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."</div><div><br></div><div>Poncho has gone through several surgeries for his foot over the past year and a half due to a car accident 12 years ago. The hope was for the surgeries to fuse his bones. This has been unsuccessful. His last doctor's visit he told the doctor he just wanted to be able to take his son hunting and fishing or throw the baseball some without living in constant pain. The answer was very unexpected and shocking to say the least. He said the only way for him to do these things was to have his foot amputated. Of course we have been saddened by this, but we believe this is God's answer to our prayers for healing. It is not the answer we were looking for, but we know His ways are higher than ours. So once again, we choose to trust Him. </div><div><br></div><div>Please pray for Poncho as he prepares for this surgery. He is a strong man who serves a mighty God! We know God's will is perfect and he has never forsaken us. Every trial brings us closer to Him and for that we are thankful.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-90820794306565450992013-11-10T18:13:00.001-08:002013-11-10T18:14:05.375-08:00Trusting HimHow many times do we try to predict and control what will happen in our futures? How much time are we wasting today worrying about tomorrow? Why is it that time after time God meets our every need, yet we continue to spend countless hours worrying about things of tomorrow? What does He have to do to make us trust Him? <div><br></div><div>These are all questions I ask myself. I try to control and predict what my future holds. I predict conversations that I will have with people (that usually never happen), I predict the way someone is going to react to something I have said or done, I try to plan out not only my conversations to people, but also my husbands and children's. This completely drives them crazy by the way. Who am I to try and predict or control other people's reactions? Or better yet, who am I to try and know what tomorrow is going to hold? I can barely make it through today. I am constantly going through my day thinking about what I, my kids, and Poncho have said or done and how others will react to it. </div><div><br></div><div>Poor Peyton....I'm not even sure how she survives in the real world without me over analyzing every move she makes. Guess what?? She not only survives, but she thrives! Not only is it a relief to not have to live their life and mine, But it is beautiful to watch! She comes home for a weekend and sometimes I feel like I've been to revival! She is not perfect by any means, but wise beyond her years? Yes indeed! I worry....she quotes Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." This is so true! Lets take it day by day! God has proven over and over He holds tomorrow. </div><div><br></div><div>So my goal is to let the God of yesterday be the God of today and tomorrow! He's got this! I don't have to fret over what we are going to eat or wear....or even more ridiculous, how this person is going to react to this or that. My only focus should be depending on and pleasing my God....He will take care of the rest! Whew!!!! I feel better already! </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-4772213975606606682013-10-28T08:16:00.001-07:002013-10-28T08:26:57.258-07:00We all have a part as the Body of ChristI have attended the same church for 17 years. I have seen many changes in the church during my time here. I have seen seasons of growth and I have also seen what seems to be dry seasons. I believe that God places us where He wants us to be at a specific place at a specific time for a specific reason. So often, it is easy for us to want to leave or attend a different church because things are not going as we think they should. Not enough ministries for the young adults, not enough events for the youth or the young children of the church...etc. my question is this....why do we choose to leave instead of stepping up and taking the ministry you feel so passionate about and praying about what you could do to make the ministry what you would like it to be? Please know that I am preaching to myself because I am so guilty of this...waiting for someone else to do "the job". What would happen if the people of our churches stepped up and took the bull by the horns per say? When your church seems to be going through a dry spell...are you doing your part to make it pass or are you sitting on the sidelines complaining and talking about what "others" should be doing? <div><br></div><div>1 Corinthians 12:27 says "Now YOU are the body of Christ, and each one of YOU is a part of it." </div><div><br></div><div>We all have a part in our churches. We all have gifts The Lord has equipped us with. Let's use these gifts to help bring others to Christ. Lets quit waiting on someone else to do OUR job. </div><div><br></div><div>I am truly guilty of this. I want things to be easy. I say yes to things of this world, yet when it comes to the things that help grow the Kingdom of heaven, I sit and wait for others to take the lead. Let's be the leaders God created us to be and be in prayer of the ministries God wants us to help grow. </div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-12593382426454403832013-10-25T18:34:00.001-07:002013-10-25T18:34:49.093-07:00Fully surrendering our lives to GodPeyton came home today and we were shopping for socks to wear with our clown costumes. As we were shopping she told me she went to a bible study last night and they discussed how God wanted to be involved in every aspect of our life, all of our decisions....whether big or small. Her example she gave me was about a lady trying to decide what color to paint her kitchen. It may seem silly to pray to God and ask him something so trivial compared to other things in life, but he wants us to come to him as our Father, our Best Friend. He cares about the things we care about. I picked up a pair of socks and Peyton jokingly asked "do you feel at peace with these socks?" (She's really not crazy). My answer was "no, I don't". This may sound ridiculous...but if we really think about it, why do we just go to him for big decisions? And an even more important question is, do we go to Him at all for any life decisions? Do we pray about our jobs? Do we pray about what He wants us to do in life? Do we pray about the person we or our children choose to marry? Do we pray when we go to make a decision to buy large purchases such as homes or vehicles? He knows what we need and cares about all of these things...even my pair of silly clown socks. <div><br></div><div>Philippians 4:7 says "And the Peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." </div><div><br></div><div>This peace can only be found when we are truly in the center of God's perfect will for our lives. And the only way to be in His perfect will is to surrender our body, soul, spirit and our ENTIRE life into His perfect hands. </div><div><br></div><div>I can't wait to find my PERFECT clown socks! </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-10064445298511231782013-10-06T18:48:00.001-07:002013-10-06T18:53:41.100-07:00Why should we forgive?<div><br></div>I love when I listen to the Holy Spirit! I love when I go to church and come home covered with conviction! I especially love the times I actually obey the Holy Spirit! You know why??? Because it sets me free! <div><br></div><div>I have been hurt...we all have been hurt. I have hurt others....we all have hurt others, whether it be intentional or not. </div><div><br></div><div>As I have said before, I have struggled for years trying to figure out what my spiritual gifts are. I know I have at least one because God's word says as soon as we accept Christ as our Savior, we receive our spiritual gifts. Mine happens to be Forgiveness. I love to forgive. I have forgave all of my life. I have a sense of urgency to not only forgive, but also receive forgiveness. I do not always believe that asking someone to forgive you is accepting all fault, but I know in every situation there is fault of my own in some way. So when someone apologizes, I can't think of a time I haven't accepted it. Why?? Because my God forgives me everyday! Matthew 6:14-15 says if you forgive others their trespasses, your Heavenly Father will also forgive you...but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. I don't know about y'all, but I NEED daily forgiveness from my Father! This is where my urgency comes from! Who am I to think God should forgive me, if I am unwilling to forgive others? But what if the other party is not willing to forgive? Or even wants your forgiveness? It doesn't matter...because you have set yourself free from the bondage that has been holding you. Praise God!!!!!!</div><div><br></div><div>Another reason to forgive is because Ephesians 6:12 tells us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood (other people) but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. In other words, man is not our enemy....Satan is. Satan sneaks in and nothing makes him happier than when he can cause conflict and bitter hearts. </div><div><br></div><div>I choose to live without a bitter heart. I want to love all people because God loves me and I have been commanded to do the same! </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-54966591639658824332013-09-28T19:46:00.001-07:002013-09-28T19:56:33.182-07:00Celebrating our Perfect FatherAs we celebrated Poncho's Birthday tonight, I see how much he is loved by our kids. I am thankful that he has been the example he has been throughout their life. I am thankful that Peyton can look at her Daddy and see what kind of man she should marry and how they should treat her. I am thankful that Braden has the example of how to be a good husband and father to his children. <div>And though not as much as he would have liked, he hopes to have passed some of these things to Josh along the way. Josh is a wonderful husband and Father and we are thankful that he will be the example he should be for our grand babies.</div><div><br></div><div>Unfortunately, not all kids have such a great example or any example at all. No matter how wonderful I think Poncho is, there are times when he like all of us has been led by our sinful nature and has somewhere along the way let us down. This is not a bash Poncho blog....it is a Praise Jesus blog! Praise Jesus that He NEVER lets us down. That those of us who aren't as fortunate to have a great earthly father to look up to, can look even higher to the PERFECT Heavenly Father who has adopted all of us as His very own children! He is the example we all should look at! He sets the standards that we should all strive towards! He shows us what "true love" really is by the example of His love for His church! </div><div><br></div><div>If you have been let down by family or friends and this affects the way you live or your image of self worth, break the cycle by looking to the One who will never break your heart. The only Father, Friend, Savior who is the picture of perfection! The One who knows your worth because He is more than your Father...He is your creator! </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-35280889998108364762013-09-11T18:37:00.001-07:002013-09-11T18:37:12.168-07:00Be still and know that I am God Psalm 46:10So the school year has started and the craziness of life has once again started taking it's toll on me and everyone else. This summer was blissful and I found myself growing closer to God. I painted the words "Be still and know that I am God" on multiple crosses that I sold this summer. I am realizing the importance of these words as my days get busier and busier. The busier I am, the further I stray from my walk with the Lord, The further I stray from my walk, the worse my state of mind becomes, the worse my state of mind becomes, the darker my heart becomes, the darker my heart becomes, the darker my actions become. It is a vicious cycle all because I have not done what The Lord has commanded me....Be Still! <div><br></div><div>How can we be still when life pulls us in so many different directions? I have a job (or 2 or 3), a family that needs me and opportunities that keep arising which I am so thankful for. How do we balance everything without losing what's important? </div><div><br></div><div>The answer is simple, yet we make it so difficult. Be Still in the Lord's presence. We have to be refreshed by His presence. Once we learn to take the time to do this, our time will seem to stretch because we will be refreshed and more focused. Without a renewed spirit, we are running a rat race and getting nowhere. Trust Him to give you the time you need by giving Him the time He deserves.<br><div><br></div><div><br></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-61900205647491271052013-09-01T20:16:00.001-07:002013-09-01T20:16:38.736-07:00Some of the greatest lessons I learn are from a childThe last couple of weeks I have been trying to mentally and emotionally prepare myself to give my testimony. I know this is God's plan and have prayed that He would lead me. He showed me something this past week and I wish so much that I would have recorded this moment to share with others. <div><br></div><div>Last week, I went to Odenville Middle School to hear Braden give a speech as to why he should be elected as SGA Senator. There were round 35 children from 6th-8th grade who stood up and gave some of the most eloquently written speeches. I sat amazed at how brave these young boys and girls were to stand before their entire student body and speak. </div><div><br></div><div>There was one speech that really stood out to me though. It was from a 6th grader, who was visibly nervous and had forgotten her notes. She stood there and told the audience how nervous she was and how she was the girl who sat in the back of the class and never raised her hand because she was afraid of the attention. Tears started coming from her eyes as she said she woke up and prayed that God would give her the words to say. It may not have been the wittiest or most eloquent speech ever spoken, but what she said and her humble attitude not only caused most of the adults to cry, but also caused a standing ovation from the entire student body. Whether she wins the race she was running for or not....she became a winner in many eyes that day. She taught me an important lesson. She taught me that when you speak from your heart with a humble attitude and ask God to lead you, no matter if you are an expert speaker or not....He will use you. </div><div><br></div><div>My prayer is to be used, not to stand there and make an eloquent presentation, but to give God the glory He deserves with the most humble heart I can possibly have. I want people to see God, not me. Because if He is not the center....there is no point in me standing there.</div><div><br></div><div>Thank you God for using a sweet 6th grader to teach me yet another lesson. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-52685322235923506732013-08-21T19:48:00.001-07:002013-08-21T19:48:09.870-07:00Letting GoThis will be the hardest blog I have written thus far. Letting go...letting go of what? Letting go of the things or people we hold the closest. In my case, and I'm sure in most cases, this would be our children. I know I've already written about Peyton going to college and starting a new chapter in her life, but I want to share what God has shown me the last couple of weeks. <div><br></div><div> First off, I read a daily devotion called "Jesus Calling". Last week the devotion book was opened to the date August 23, which is this Friday. It was on the table beside where Poncho sits. Peyton curiously picked it up and read what it said. The 23rd was a week away, so why would he have opened it to see what it said on the 23rd? Because that is Peyton's move in day for college and Poncho is emotional about this as well. So first I want to share what the devotion said. This is absolutely amazing....and there is no way it is coincidental that this was written for this day. So here it is....</div><div><br></div><div>"Entrust your loved ones to Me; release them into My protective care. They are much safer with Me than in your clinging hands. If you let a loved one become an idol in your heart, you endanger that one, as well as yourself. Remember the extreme measures I used with Abraham and Isaac. I took Isaac to the very point of death to free Abraham from son worship. Both Abraham and Isaac suffered terribly because of the father's undisciplined emotions. I detest idolatry , even in the form of parental love.</div><div><br></div><div>When you release loved ones to Me, you are free to cling to My hand. As you entrust others into My care, I am free to shower blessings on them. My presence will go with them wherever they go, and I will give them rest. This same presence stays with you, as you relax and place your trust in Me. Watch to see what I will do. "</div><div><br></div><div>Wow! Now I will be 100% honest....the story of Abraham and Isaac has always bothered me. I couldn't understand why God would ask Abraham to take his son whom he loved and ask him to sacrifice him. Even though God provided the ram to use as the sacrifice when He saw that Abraham was going to obey. As a Mom who loves her children with all her heart, it seemed mean to me. And my heart broke for Abraham, Isaac and Sarah who had longed for a child for so many years. The story ended well and God has revealed to me why He asked this of Abraham. </div><div><br></div><div>I am guilty of being a child worshiper. I worship my children. They are my Idols. The Bible tells us in 1 Samuel 1 27-28 "I prayed for this child , and The Lord has granted me what I asked of Him. So now I give him to The Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to The Lord."</div><div><br></div><div>Our Children are a gift from God and they belong to Him. They are loaned to us for a short time on earth and our job is to raise them by God's instruction. When we release them, they should have been raised to where they are able to stand firm on their relationship with God and find their purpose here on earth to further The Kingdom of God. We are to love them, nurture them physically, emotionally, and most importantly spiritually. We cannot carry out God's purpose for their lives or ours if we put them before God. We must teach them He comes first. Because we are not able to love them the way we should without knowing The love of God first. </div><div><br></div><div>My heart is beating so fast right now as I type these words because I know there is no harder task than this. Letting go is not something that just happens one day....it is a choice we have to make each and every day. Entrust your children to The Lord. They are His and as hard as it is to imagine....He loves them more than we ever could and He knows what is best for them. This is a hard truth to accept but it is just that....the truth. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-33812475879485788862013-08-14T20:06:00.000-07:002013-08-14T20:08:42.672-07:00A little follow up from yesterday....What I learned from my 18 year old daughterI will not be blogging everyday...unless it is what God intends for me to do. But the last few days so much has happened and I feel led to share.<br />
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The man that stole Peyton's wallet was caught today. Since she is now considered an "adult" all contact from the Detective was made straight to her. Any decisions made were to be made by her. Today the Detective called and told her they had caught the man and wanted to know if she wanted to press charges. I could see the uncertainty in her eyes as she struggled with her decision. Her first question..."How much trouble will he be in?" (not much) second question...Does he have young children? (no). Third question, can I talk to him? (no because we do not want any confrontation). She said there would be no confrontation, she wanted the chance to share the gospel with this man. Still the answer was no. She did press charges because she felt since he would not do jail time and just a short time of probation, that maybe he would learn from this and think before he committed any larger crimes. She asked if she could bring a letter for the detective to give to the man and the detective said He would love to give him the letter. She stopped at the store, got the man a bible and stuck this letter in it. I am not bragging or think I have perfect children...I think actions speak louder than words and nobody wants to hear me talk about how "great" I think they are. But this had to be shared because it is the greatest example of what is truly important and what is not important. To Peyton, his eternity was what was most important. This is her letter....<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-73200493496856461292013-08-13T07:51:00.000-07:002013-08-13T13:24:08.144-07:00Angels on Earth....PLEASE READ THIS!Yesterday Peyton and I headed on an adventure to pick up the rest of her things needed for college. We started out at the The Leeds Flea Market and ended up at the Moody and Leeds Police station. Not exactly what we had planned. Someone stole Peyton's wallet while we were at The Leeds Flea Market, which had two visa debit cards, her driver's license, Social Security Card, Student ID and $107.00 cash. We went to Regions to close the account and the person had swiped the card for $66.00 and $74.50. This may not seem like a lot, but to someone who is a soon to be college student it was everything. Peyton sat in Regions and cried because she just couldn't understand how someone could be so mean. After I called the person a few choice words...(sorry Dwayne and rest of the church and mostly God), I remembered what I had blogged about praying for our enemies. We had to pray for this person, because obviously they needed it. We also have to forgive. So we had to put the walk to our talk. Not easy....but doable. And we chalk this up as a lesson in life. A lesson that I do not believe God put us through, but nonetheless was waiting to see our reaction. I let him down with my anger, but slowly began to think about my words earlier in the week. We forgive and will pray for this person.<br>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-79501259427304223692013-08-09T06:17:00.001-07:002013-08-09T07:26:32.979-07:00Jesus Loves Me This I KnowAs you look at the picture below, I know you can barely see it, but under where the flowers are we had music notes and the words "Jesus Loves Me" inscribed on Blair's grave. We had those words put on there because we had this wonderful memory of her when she was 3 going up to the pulpit at church and getting on the microphone (which was turned off) and singing with every little piece of her soul...<div>"Jesus Loves Me". It was such a sweet moment because as she sang it, you could see that she truly believed every word. It was sang beautifully with a pure heart. 2 points I want to make by sharing this. First one.....Do we go to God with a child like faith. A faith where the world has not clouded us with doubts and distractions? In Matthew chapter 19 Jesus said "Truly I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven." What does this mean? It means that when we were children, we depended on our parents for everything. They had to feed us, clothe us, take care of our bumps and bruises, and mostly just love us. We needed all of these things. As we grow older, we become more "self sufficient". At times we feel that we don't need anyone. We got this right? Isn't that what our parent's job was? To make sure we were prepared for this world and ready to take it on by ourselves? Sometimes as adults we can become too self-sufficient. And we forget our Heavenly Father supplies all of our needs. He provides our food, our clothes, he is The Great Physician that not only takes care of our physical "bumps and bruises" but also our broken hearts. He loves us... and He wants us to love and depend on Him with "childlike faith".</div><div><br></div><div>Second point is this....when Blair sang that day she knew without a doubt that Jesus loved her. Can we say the same about ourselves? When we sing praises to Our Lord are we really crying out to Him? Or are we just singing some words that are on a page or a screen? The next time we have the privilege to sing praises to Our Father....let's sing it like we believe EVERY word of it! The words may be simple in the song Jesus loves me....but the message is powerful! Thank God He loves me!!!! </div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqXzeCrEsp8X39TZ1qRU2O3B-hHBgrz7oqQMjbjxvmE9YzWr6C7_jNaUuNCCxLZx_LGQZfYcfkocqrr_MVlmY64zp0lb2sY-QXIz7Tmc3OnbzpB1G4Rgdm0uEMj2nRlUA-hzsTT633elB9/s640/blogger-image--893591035.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqXzeCrEsp8X39TZ1qRU2O3B-hHBgrz7oqQMjbjxvmE9YzWr6C7_jNaUuNCCxLZx_LGQZfYcfkocqrr_MVlmY64zp0lb2sY-QXIz7Tmc3OnbzpB1G4Rgdm0uEMj2nRlUA-hzsTT633elB9/s640/blogger-image--893591035.jpg"></a></div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-84318847271895798392013-08-07T15:22:00.000-07:002013-08-07T15:22:12.457-07:00Praying For Our EnemiesOkay guys, I know y'all can feel me on this one. I'm not sure about all of you, but I have always had this overwhelming need of acceptance. I hate conflict and want everyone to like me. But when there is conflict, I have a tendency to want to get back at the ones who have hurt me. So as I was dealing with a situation, I began to look through the Bible hoping to find something that could make me feel "better". Something that will make me feel justified for the anger or hurt I feel. So I flip to the back of my Bible and I start looking for verses that will tell me what I WANT to hear. Time and time again....I find the same thing. "You shall not take vengeance, not bear any grudge against the sons of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself." Leviticus 19:18. And yet again and again we are commanded to not only love one another, but also to love our enemies. Matthew 5:44 says "But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." What? So I not only have to love them, but pray for them too! Frustrated I closed my bible and started praying. I woke up the next morning and thought I had received a revelation through the night....I remembered somewhere in the Bible it said something about an "eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth". I hurriedly found that verse and hate to admit it, but was a little disappointed that this did not not mean I could go scratch someone's eyes out. As I studied this verse, I learned this statement in the Old Testament was applied only to punishment for serious crimes, like assault (this does not include back biting or rolling of the eyes), and was not to be carried out by individuals , but only through the judicial system. I had heard this verse so many times growing up and it was used out of context. We have taken this verse and twisted it to justify our actions and feelings. I wonder how much of God's word we have picked apart and tried to make it fit to make us comfortable. God's word gives us the standards He wants us to live by. Don't try to change it and make it comfortable, because sometimes it just isn't. Sometimes it is very uncomfortable. Sometimes it tells us things we don't necessarily want to hear. Why? Because He loves us. He knows what is best for us. He knows if we fight evil with evil, no one wins. He knows we are freed by forgiving others and when we pray for our enemies, we are releasing ourselves from bondage. So today...I pray for my enemies. This does not mean I am a doormat for people to walk on, it simply means I try to see them as God's children also. As much as I hate to admit it, He loves them just as much as He loves me. I am not perfect either. I have hurt others also. I hurt God everyday by sinning against Him. But every day I am granted New Mercies! Praise God! And my need for acceptance from others is slowly becoming less of a necessity. I have an Almighty Father in heaven who accepts me for me. Not only does He accept me but 1 John Chapter 3 tells me that I am a child of God! Through the good, bad, and the ugly....He has chosen to be My Father! That my friends, is all the acceptance I need!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-66185205867286116292013-08-04T21:25:00.000-07:002013-08-07T15:28:23.101-07:00Everything we do should be for the Glory of GodToday I was asked by my Pastor's wife if it would be alright if they added my blog to a link on our church's website. At first I thought, "what?" but quickly answered yes. I began to think what in the world could I say every time I blog that would interest people from the Church or anyone else for that matter. Do they really care to see pictures of Peyton and Braden every few days? I started blogging for an outlet. A place to put my feelings into words and maybe later look back and see what I was feeling during certain phases of my life. Or to look back at pictures of my family and friends and reminisce of past times. As I was thinking about this, I remembered what our Pastor (Dwayne) spoke on today. I won't go into complete detail, because what I am trying to say just touches on part of what he preached about. So what I am going to concentrate on in this blog is this....Everything we do should be for the Glory of God. Everything should point to Him! I told Laurie (my Pastor's wife)...y'all sure about this? Ya'll know I get kinda crazy sometimes and might say something I shouldn't. Her answer was simple...just be honest. Anyone who knows me, knows I do not have a problem with honesty. I am the same person at church that I am at home...and it is not always pretty. Okay, back to the point I was trying to make...My blog is about my life. So if my life is pointing others to Christ, I should have nothing to worry about. But let's face it...my life does not always point others to Him. I try, but fail miserably at times. My hope is this...I want to write about my daily life, but most of all I want to write what God puts on my heart. So like Dwayne said today, if I go to the grocery store and later feel the need to blog about it...I pray that when I was shopping or checking out or passing the friendly greeter that it was "For the Glory of God." He said that no matter what we do or where we go it should point others to Him. Yes, that's even at Wal-Mart! Sometimes that isn't so easy. Especially for me, who lacks some of the fruit of self control. Sometimes I get James 1:19 confused and instead of being quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry...I do exactly the opposite. My prayer is this...I want to be convicted every time I am a "stumbling block". I want to do EVERYTHING for the glory of our God. And I am asking my friends, co-workers, family, and church family to lovingly remind me of this wonderful verse..."So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." 1 Corinthians 10:31Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-46957364594843198822013-08-01T07:58:00.001-07:002013-08-01T07:58:02.001-07:00Learning to be Thankful during "trials"I read a devotion and it was titled "Thankfulness opens the door to My Presence." What does this mean? It is easy to be thankful when things are going as we think they should. When all is "well" with the world. But if that were the only time we were to offer Thanks, the Lord would definitely be short changed. Poncho's Granny would often say if trouble isn't already at your door, it's coming. Not to sound like a Debby Downer, but we are all faced with trials at one point or another. <br />
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I learned to thank God in the midst of trials when I lost my daughter 12 years ago. Someone told me as I was going through this horrible time to Praise God. I'm sure I looked at them like they had lost their mind, but I soon learned to do this. Believe it or not, I began to feel peace as I learned to praise him in my storm. What could I have possibly been thankful for during this time? I was thankful for the people he sent me everyday to care for my family or just to offer an encouraging word. I was thankful for the outpouring of support from a loving community we call Odenville, AL. I was thankful for my church family. I was thankful for mine and Poncho's parents, who stepped up and took over despite the fact that they were grieving also. I was thankful for the loving extended family who loved me through this. I was thankful that my precious husband and other two children were spared. I was thankful for my 5 best friends from childhood who walked with me each step of the way. I was thankful for the phone call I received at least 5 times a day from a friend, who had to just make sure I was hanging on. I was thankful for the nurse who prayed with us during Poncho's hospital stay. I was thankful for all the other "angels" He sent our way. Most of all, I was thankful for His strong yet loving hands that carried me through this time. My list could go on and on. <br />
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My point is this...we may not always like what is happening in our lives. No one loves to go through trials. But suffering is what molds us into the people we are. We grow in the valley. We learn to depend on Him. We depend on Him through good times and bad. So when things are going good remember "Every good and perfect gift is from above coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows." James 1:17. And when things are going "not so great" remember "We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength and character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation." Romans 3:3-4. Our God deserves to be praised no matter what our circumstances are. I promise, Praising Him will set you free!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2758739067053444381.post-40103644259564462912013-07-28T22:39:00.000-07:002013-07-28T22:50:53.794-07:00The Summer I began to find myself againI never in a million years thought I would create a blog, but lately I feel like there is so much to share. I will start by sharing a little about myself.<br>
I am the mother of an 18 year old girl who will soon be going off to college and a 13 year old boy who will forever be my baby. I also have a daughter in heaven named Blair who was killed in a car accident 12 years ago. I have a step-son named Josh and a beautiful daughter in law who has recently blessed me with 2 grand babies and a 3rd on the way. I have been married to the love of my life for almost 20 years. Time flies! <br>
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I titled this one as "The summer I began to find myself again" because anyone who knows me knows I am so wrapped up in my kids that I began to lose who I was. Not that it is a bad thing to be completely involved with your children, but my involvement was more like a dependency. It's easy to fall into and sometimes I believe when we depend on our children for every bit of joy in our lives it can sometimes be overwhelming for them. My daughter Peyton has always has been my "best friend". Not to the point where it took the place of me being her mother, but we have always had a special bond. I have depended on her for everything the past eighteen years. By this I mean I could barely go to the grocery store without her. She has been my sidekick for eighteen years and now I am faced with her leaving and starting her new life at college. I have prayed about this and dreaded the day. But as I have prayed, God has placed new things and opportunities in my life. He is showing me things I never thought I could do and I am actually enjoying them. For instance, he has given me a hobby that two years ago I would have laughed and thought "I could never do that." I am enjoying things I never imagined I could enjoy. I clean my Church weekly and of course have always had my helper. Now I actually enjoy doing it alone. (A little help now and then is nice). I put my earphones on and listen to praise and worship on Pandora and have Church with the best worship ever as I am mopping floors and cleaning toilets! I have learned that there is a season for everything. Although I will miss my sweet girl more than anything, I am learning to find myself again. Braden my son will keep me busy with all of his sports and it is nice to be able to devote the time I had to once share. This summer I have learned to find joy in things I once dreaded. Instead of looking at a chapter closing, I am looking at a new chapter with Peyton. One that is filled with so many wonderful opportunities for her. She will be attending clown school starting in August and will be a volunteer clown at Children's Hospital. She will be meeting new people and learning things that can only be taught through experience. I am actually excited to see her spread her wings and start her new journey! Now this is not to say that I may not be able to get out of the bed a few days after she leaves, but hey, it's a start right! God has once again stepped in and took the wheel. Praise Him for answered prayers. I would be nothing but a mess without His guidance.<br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2gNnH3Ez19x2xy8HisCYbzp0uRPL8s0kMmFbGXjvqfs3eM8V4djK6JBuxJLCVxBsghqDeyraH2AjBglgqmMzh550TCVuiklQAknDmGrLvf9ovGaANVEXIlwNztRKlza7J3i8DzHOcyEah/s640/blogger-image--558548133.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2gNnH3Ez19x2xy8HisCYbzp0uRPL8s0kMmFbGXjvqfs3eM8V4djK6JBuxJLCVxBsghqDeyraH2AjBglgqmMzh550TCVuiklQAknDmGrLvf9ovGaANVEXIlwNztRKlza7J3i8DzHOcyEah/s640/blogger-image--558548133.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-DkmTSx2PzGjdD_-IKw2JVppreMYulINe-sfp0CjxgpiozWAI68YQzvwv405NrdWrwds7EaTav_cvgLlepu9iEtKT0nPuGs_EP6nj6s9a3WldOzOEMlcimmEiCce2WpOQEQBHj72Cvd07/s640/blogger-image-705759581.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-DkmTSx2PzGjdD_-IKw2JVppreMYulINe-sfp0CjxgpiozWAI68YQzvwv405NrdWrwds7EaTav_cvgLlepu9iEtKT0nPuGs_EP6nj6s9a3WldOzOEMlcimmEiCce2WpOQEQBHj72Cvd07/s640/blogger-image-705759581.jpg"></a></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03463158019160673176noreply@blogger.com4